I haven't managed to sleep for more than 48 hours now. I can't stop panicking about god knows what. I feel incredibly vulnerable and alone like no-one cares about me at all. Everyone in this world is selfish, all they care about in the end is their own survival. They are scared just like me. I am past the stage where I can rely on my parents for support. They are weak just like me. They have busy lives and they don't care. I really want someone to be my rock, someone calm and strong who can bring me down to earth and tell me everything is going to be fine, and that they will protect me. But no, I am alone, just like everybody else.